i was walking down the alleys near the apartment.
i try my best to ignore sounds & sensations.
walking is good for me, it helps me forget.
i sometimes wonder, where is it all going to, the time.
i don't notice anymore.
i wake up, i join the squad, we work, i come home, i sleep.
i don't think i'm feeling anything anymore.
almost everything i see now, i try and forget.
thats why i'm walking.
i know somewhere there is the memory.
i know it's there.
i know one day i'm going to have to live through the memories again.
i know one day i'm going to go back to all those places.
i know one day i'm going to die.
i know one day my enemies will catch up with me.
the ones who are still alive.
i know i'm going to have to fight again.
i know i'm going to get paid again.
i know i'm going to have to wait again.
i know one day i will see Jack again.
i know one day i will owe Jack something.
i know one day Jack will tell me the truth.
i know one day Jack will call in a favour.
i know one day i will have to betray the ones i love.
i know one day i will have to kill the ones i love.
i know one day i will have to fight my friends.
i know one day i will have to fight the darkness.
i know one day i will have to survive.
i know one day the truth will out.
i know one day i will have to lie.
i know one day i will feel the pain.
i know one day i will have to die.
one day.
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